hey sweetie!
well a cure to partial insomnia is to get up kick a friend out of bed and get out for a morning walk!!!...believe me when you come back from it you do feel sleepy!!! ha ha !
jokes apart..i have somehow come to believe that the best decisions that have happened in my life have not been taken by me!..yeahh god has given me somethings on his own..things i have wailed about n times but have now realised that they undoubtedly are the best for me..!
and the biggest of them being my profession...i was never an engineer by my choice ..but my field chose me and i ended up being one reluctantly...gradually time made me realise that it is not only the good money i am making in this field or the independence i have achieved due to this job that has made me stick to it..i have actually started liking my work!
it is one of the most imaginative jobs in the world...there are steps of calculation but at the end of the day process designing is how far you can go with what can go wrong ..and trust me its a total brain on high alert kind of job!...one mistake and you could blow the whole plant off!!...
some thing that clicked me happened last week...some one raised some query regarding a work i was involved in..and within no time i was able to give hima solution...i then went with him to my boss and asked him what was to be done..my boss gave the same solution and tht person told him "madam ne bhi yahi bola hai!"..and my boss gave me his rarest of rare smiles!...i just said to myself mentally"not bad!"...well thts just a very very small incident but to me it is the incentive to be here..
moreover i get to explore the creative side of mine and coat it with facts and figures in the regular column i write for our in house magazine...believe me time and patience can take you places ..you may not really know the importance of the job or the place you are in but now when i have started getting offers from other good places solely on the basis of my experience here i can say that the wait and patience have really paid off..!
an engineer as they say is the enabler of change ...and finally i am proud to be one...!!
PS: i still am going to be a full time writer some day..!!
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