I left this blog a long time back ..but then this blog always was the dumping ground for all my unresolved thoughts . this was the blog where I could write or rather vent out every single thing on my mind without correcting it for spellings or punctuation marks.
all my life I believed that I was cast in the role of a heroine but reality has shown its ugly face and I realize to my horror that oh my god I am actually a VAMP! yes vamp with a capital V.
For everyone who thinks this is some momentary dysfunctional statement of mine may please meet me at his own risk.
A heroine typically is a creature with a mesmerizing face but these days all my inherently good face sports is a permanent frown. I am so fed up of people around me that I wear a constant frown on my forehead. it is as if everyone is paid to irritate me . Yeah self motivation to irritate me is not enough. These people are paid and even lauded when they irritate me in lesser time than they took the previous day to irritate me. These people I believe are also getting promoted in the world of "Irritatingland".
I once upon a time read somewhere that we should never despise someone for something he cannot help like his physical features or financial state. I always followed it but now the level of all my tolerance has diminished to a big zero. these people are not just ugly outside but inside as well. they are so very well equipped with devices to irritate the hell out of me.
They scratch their dirty legs in public. They have a voice box that resembles that of a frog, that too a frog suffering from laryngitis. But then the poor frog croaks during monsoons for some time but these people croak right from when the day begins. Croak croak croak. and the frog can be shooed away but aha ...not these people.
A heroine never complains, She bears everything with a smile. And when I smile..it is a favour to the world.
Everyone wanst to talk to the heroine but me..well given a chance I wouldn't talk to my ownself.
But strangely I like being a vamp. Gives me the freedom to shed all the goodness. Be totally un understanding, illogical, frustrated, irritated and loud mouthed.
Takes away all the pressure.
I actually feel a bit may be micro percent better after venting all this . I cannot change anyone to be someone different. They will scratch their dirty legs they will croak like a frog. I can only may be ask God to give me elephants ears or some level of tolerance to just pass my day in peace.
ps: I love myself and I don't give a damn if you don't . Thts why I am a vamp:P:P
all my life I believed that I was cast in the role of a heroine but reality has shown its ugly face and I realize to my horror that oh my god I am actually a VAMP! yes vamp with a capital V.
For everyone who thinks this is some momentary dysfunctional statement of mine may please meet me at his own risk.
A heroine typically is a creature with a mesmerizing face but these days all my inherently good face sports is a permanent frown. I am so fed up of people around me that I wear a constant frown on my forehead. it is as if everyone is paid to irritate me . Yeah self motivation to irritate me is not enough. These people are paid and even lauded when they irritate me in lesser time than they took the previous day to irritate me. These people I believe are also getting promoted in the world of "Irritatingland".
I once upon a time read somewhere that we should never despise someone for something he cannot help like his physical features or financial state. I always followed it but now the level of all my tolerance has diminished to a big zero. these people are not just ugly outside but inside as well. they are so very well equipped with devices to irritate the hell out of me.
They scratch their dirty legs in public. They have a voice box that resembles that of a frog, that too a frog suffering from laryngitis. But then the poor frog croaks during monsoons for some time but these people croak right from when the day begins. Croak croak croak. and the frog can be shooed away but aha ...not these people.
A heroine never complains, She bears everything with a smile. And when I smile..it is a favour to the world.
Everyone wanst to talk to the heroine but me..well given a chance I wouldn't talk to my ownself.
But strangely I like being a vamp. Gives me the freedom to shed all the goodness. Be totally un understanding, illogical, frustrated, irritated and loud mouthed.
Takes away all the pressure.
I actually feel a bit may be micro percent better after venting all this . I cannot change anyone to be someone different. They will scratch their dirty legs they will croak like a frog. I can only may be ask God to give me elephants ears or some level of tolerance to just pass my day in peace.
ps: I love myself and I don't give a damn if you don't . Thts why I am a vamp:P:P
I like this vamp in you trust me !!! Especially when you vent it out like this!!!
ReplyDeleteYour post reminds me of a movie Black Swan (Darren Aronofsky).
ReplyDeleteThe movie depicts each one of us has a White Swan (heroine like qualities) and a Black Swan (In your words Vamp like qualities) inside us.
Enjoy your (so called) black side ;-) .
oh is it ! shall definitely watch it :) thanks!
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